A soul lost in a tranquil and lulling night...
Struggling to seek for the end of eternity...
Juz like the earth revolving around the sun...
She couldnt get any answer...

An interesting day indeed... The fastest Tuesday past... haha... We had Compprog assignment and quiz today... As usual, we were busy cracking our brains to think how to copy instead of solving the questions... LOL... Oppx... Well... Liting is the best... She juz did everything so blatantly... Her style... haha... Throughout the whole quiz... We were giggling and the teacher kept saying "No talking pls... Caught get zero arh..." Not very effective obviously...

After sch, Liting and I took Yeong Yih's car to Ang Moh Kia... nearer to choa chu kang... hehe... On the way... He kept cursing other drivers... Hilarious... And the worst thing he did was to say "HAHA... LOSER!" when he saw a "L" plate car... So evil... Oh well... he's got ISSUES... so forget it... Still thanks for the ride sister...

Since young... I follow my heart more than using my brain to think and analyse situations... Probably there's only water left in my skull by now... The more I choose to listen to my heart the more it fails me... So many I-should'nt-have... Well... too late...

Recently, I understood that getting to know someone is not a matter of time... u can stay with someone for 5 years and still not know him/her... Some get married within 3 months after getting hitched and end up a happy couple... Whatever that appears to be is very shallow... The challenge is getting the key to his/her heart... I believe alot of ppl recognise that fact... but how many actually succeeded in doing so??? Not me definitely...

2 people, emotionally attached, and spiritually combined as one is what I call a couple... including gays and lesbians... That's hard to achieve even for us... if they r able to do it... they r meant to be... they made for each other... regardless of race and religion...

***I think Im born to fail...

Long Day

It was a long day at sch today... 9am to 9pm... by the time I get home was like 11pm??? I dont know what Im doing... juz wanna keep myself busy; wear myself out so that I can sleep better at night I guess... Dont wanna post anything emotional today... so this is it... Im extremely exhausted... Till then ppl...

Juz when I thought things are gonna get better... We made a U-turn back to square one... We always have to make choices in life and today I made alot of wrong and unwise choices... Went to Lido and had my fav. chicken teriyaki from subway "alone"... I believe one's mood affect one's taste buds... The worst sandwich ever Ever EVER... I didnt went home straight after that... I went walking ard places ard my area... Juz keep walking aimlessly as if I lost my way... Indeed... perhaps I really did... From lot 1 to my estate and to little guilin and to westmall then back home... Juz kept walking and walking as if I had a destination to head to.. The weight of my bag juz seem so light all of a sudden... My legs carried me like I had no mass... By the time I get home then I start to feel something... aching of my shoulders, pain from broken blisters on my feet coz of my dumb shoes... Well... nothing beats the sucky mood Im experiencing...

Smell of explosives linger
Why the frequent eruptions
The aftermath is appalling

That angel, receded
Now totally consumed
I'm struggling to find that inner peace

My mind, my body and my soul
taken over by the evil
I lost my nature

Another Saturday out...

Thank god you're back... sooo much of complaints I want you to hear... LOL... well... weekends always flies... damn... hate the fact that it's ending soon... then MONDAY AGAIN... AHHHHHX... So many projects and assignments but Im pretending not to see... HAHA... that's bad I know...
Bottomline... I will make sure I hand in all of them on time... Shall stop here for today...