Disgusting Day...

WORST day of my life... It's amazing how someone can change so rapidly... and how sarcastic one can be... Sarcastic to the max and filled with lots of drama... Gheez... Why is it always have to be monday... the monday bluez is bad enough... oh well maybe one is going through some "verbal diarrhea"... It's okay... at least I saw what I deserve to see... Enough of all pretenses... Always trying so hard to uphold a GOOD image isnt it tiring... so unreal... no more comments... juz diff frequencies...

Although it's only gonna be afew days but I still feel kinda odd without u there nagging... "What time already still havent sleep... Tmr u got sch eh... Where is ur discipline!?" HAHA... Good luck for ur games and most importantly BE SAFE!
Thanks for the day and the sinful dinner... LOL...

Dying

I'm SOOO caught up... so many things on my mind that I dont know how to pen them down...

Juz...
You left me a scuba tank with NO AIR;
You're KILLING ME!!!

Run, Liying, RUN...

Ended sch early today... Went home and had lunch with mummy... Wanted to complete my BCM report after lunch but no drive at all... So I rested till ard 5plus and went for a run instead... The weather was lovely... The sun was so bright yet gentle... Occasional breeze... Everything SEEMED perfect... Put on my earpiece and I started chasing my own shadow... Dont ask me why... I know it's crazy... Even though I ran the usual route and at the same speed but today, every min is like hours... I dont seem to be able to reach the end I juz cant see it... My mind is so occupied that the music in my ears could barely be heard... Alot of pictures and scenes kept bubbling up in my mind... Things that seemed to happen only yesterday... so vivid; so fresh... Good or bad??? I dont know... I dont wish to think... There I go; running away again... where to??? No idea... Juz keep chasing pavement and shadow...

My Suay Day

A series of unfortunate events indeed... It's like my soul went floating somewhere... Totally not myself... First I messed up the lesson time... Woke up at 6am thinking that I have lesson at 9am, infact lesson starts at 10am on every tue... Well I realised it in time so not TOO bad... After bathing I went back to sleep obviously, and I ended up overslept!!! manx... Blur and half awake, I rushed out of the house wearing SLIPPERS when I have 2 lab sessions!!! I was like SHITTT!!! For one of my lab lesson I brought the wrong book... goodness me... The best part and joke of the day was that... I laughed so hard at raymond that my knee ram into the edge of the cupboard!!! ouch...it hurts... I thought it's gonna be juz a blue black but I kinda cut myself so the wound started bleeding... Liting and Zhiyan still have the cheeks to laugh... That's what u guys call SISTER ya??? well... that's abt it for my suay day... BAD ENOUGH!!!

Change...

First day of sch, whole morning I was filled with rage... A bad start obviously... A mixture of fluster and perplex threw me into abstraction for the whole day...

The same drop,
the same sound,
the same person only the different mood and frame of mind...
The absence of one sets everything to unfamiliarity...
Unacceptable changes,
I'm forced to embrace...
Words were not told,
My feelings not known...
"Why" is the word
but cast aside...
So much to express
I couldnt open my mouth...
Wondering inside,
will one ever know...

Sch's starting in 2 days time... I don't know I'm happy or sad... I've sooo much to do but I completed none during the term break... Home alone today, and I did nothing but rot... haha... as usual for me... I've been really moody these few days... I dont know why... It's like somethings there but it dont feel like it is... okay I'm talking in riddles... I don't even know what I'm talking abt now... I get lost easy I guess... Sometimes I know the answer to all my problems but I juz don't wish to see it... Juz need someone to confirm and reassure me...

Talked to Khui a couple of times... He claims that I've changed... Not so positive changes... haha... yah... maybe... I dont know... not as "hot blooded" as before for everything I guess... I tend to run away now I realised too... We r adaptable animal I think... Or rather we need to be... the earth still spin without us... the sun still shine if I die... no one can change that fact... so we gotta make changes to fit in... at the very least to survive in the situation that I'm living in... I hope u can still feel for me, khui and get what I'm trying to put across here... No matter how I change u guys will always sit somewhere in me... Too much that we've been through together to deny u guys from my VIP seats... haha...

Yet another sinful lunch

ENVY US!!!

My share of dessert...

Yummy...

Cmon sister... The chicken is already dead!

My fav. MUSHROOM soup

Met up with Shipei today... Finally she got the time for me... haha... Went to have lunch at New York New York... hehe... nice... Then walk around and thanks to shipei for mentioning MOF!!! Damn... make me have the urge to have dessert and I DID!!! LOL... Well... I burnt alot of cash but not calories today... haha... Oh yah... I ran into laveen!!! haha... Miss ya ex-classmate... lol... see ya soon...

Monday in town

"WAIT! juz hang in there... One more shot!!!"


I'm sorry... Couldnt resist... Haha...

That's the first time I ate so many donuts at one go... SINFUL!!! haha... Went to cine to watch shaolin girl ytd, while waiting for the movie to start we had donutx... ahaha... Not exactly a nice movie... kinda lame I feel... Oh yah... we parked the car at takashimaya for abt 6 hrs and we paid $15++.... Shock of our lives... haha... went home ard 8 plus... ate dinner at 9 plus at Choa Chu Kang Park... with grace... it's more like supper already I feel... Overall... A nice day spent...

A gathering FINALLY!

My SISTERS... short of one thou... the most important one...


It says: "Fight for children!!! (Children have the right to eat lollipop)" Khui thanks for the top... it fits juz nice... very cute... haha...



They r acting lame... yes...

So proud of u... U're a man now... haha...

Went over to Da jie's place for dinner... very sumptuous meal... LOL... Finally had a proper gathering... it's been so long... I miss those day when we all hang out in coffeebean and talk crapz... Now we r busy with our own stuff, kinda sad, meeting lesser and lesser... Well... Im glad our friendship r still the same... I had a great time eating, playing wii... HAHA... MANZ... Im a super lousy gamer I must admit... my character juz cannot go the proper way I want it to go... haha... so funny... Shall see u guys soon... let's do this more often...

Lunch at Marche

That's Sharmaine in the pictures... Elle est TP etudiante...

I hope I get that right... haha... U can see part of the remaining chocolate cake...

Went to the marche in Vivo City with Sharmaine ytd... Ate alot... haha... We were stuffed... didnt even finish the chocolate cake ordered, so u can imagine how full r we... lol... Wanted to take pictures but Sharmaine brought out a camera which was totally out of battery... FLAT...
She was like "I rmb asking my brother to charge it..." so funny... Oh well... it's okay... we'll meet up real soon... Overall was a fun afternoon... but I gotta leave early to watch ur game...
So sorry girl... next meeting I will stay longer... promise!

GRUMBLES

Been quite some time since I blogged... Im bored... went to sch WITH THE INTENTION to COMPLETE one project with liting, zhi yan, aaron and qingwen... well... it wasnt very productive... haha... as usual... we spent most of the time exercising our mouths - talking... LOL... forever... BCM project is madness... WHOLE course is doing the exact same project, it's an individual project and there's only a book each in the redspot... everyone of us needa read 2 books in order to complete our report... We r all only given 2 weeks to complete the assignment!!! my god... yet!!! no reservation of books... so they expect me to travel from CCK to TAMPINES to wait for the book everyday???