Sch's starting in 2 days time... I don't know I'm happy or sad... I've sooo much to do but I completed none during the term break... Home alone today, and I did nothing but rot... haha... as usual for me... I've been really moody these few days... I dont know why... It's like somethings there but it dont feel like it is... okay I'm talking in riddles... I don't even know what I'm talking abt now... I get lost easy I guess... Sometimes I know the answer to all my problems but I juz don't wish to see it... Juz need someone to confirm and reassure me...
Talked to Khui a couple of times... He claims that I've changed... Not so positive changes... haha... yah... maybe... I dont know... not as "hot blooded" as before for everything I guess... I tend to run away now I realised too... We r adaptable animal I think... Or rather we need to be... the earth still spin without us... the sun still shine if I die... no one can change that fact... so we gotta make changes to fit in... at the very least to survive in the situation that I'm living in... I hope u can still feel for me, khui and get what I'm trying to put across here... No matter how I change u guys will always sit somewhere in me... Too much that we've been through together to deny u guys from my VIP seats... haha...
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