Run, Liying, RUN...

Ended sch early today... Went home and had lunch with mummy... Wanted to complete my BCM report after lunch but no drive at all... So I rested till ard 5plus and went for a run instead... The weather was lovely... The sun was so bright yet gentle... Occasional breeze... Everything SEEMED perfect... Put on my earpiece and I started chasing my own shadow... Dont ask me why... I know it's crazy... Even though I ran the usual route and at the same speed but today, every min is like hours... I dont seem to be able to reach the end I juz cant see it... My mind is so occupied that the music in my ears could barely be heard... Alot of pictures and scenes kept bubbling up in my mind... Things that seemed to happen only yesterday... so vivid; so fresh... Good or bad??? I dont know... I dont wish to think... There I go; running away again... where to??? No idea... Juz keep chasing pavement and shadow...